As a child, I always wanted to be a visual artist; I was very horrible at writing being taught sign language as a child – all forgotten now – due to being autistic. Art and math were my specialties. I grew up in math competitions testing at college level math in middle school overcoming challenge questions like they were nothing. However, once I started hallucinating at 15, I developed this superphrenia where I evolved as a writer. In college with a full ride scholarship to a good university, I enrolled in Honors courses. I got really good then. I eventually ventured off into avant-garde poetry drafting my first book through years of pain and love. Previously an electrical engineer fulfilling my destiny as a former mathlete, I am here now. EMDR saved my life.